Well last time I wrote here I was so frustrated about the doctor and stuff.Well I have another doctor apt Tuesday.But lately I have been on a positive kick after I read the Dan Brown book The Lost Symbol,I will not ruin the book for the ones who have not read it but well it talked a lot about how a human beings brain has the power to do miracles,cures,etc.Well I thought about this a lot and I have noticed one thing about me is I am always thinking negative which makes my anxiety n depression worse.So I told myself after reading this book if Robert Langdon can go and believe that it works why not me? I know he is fictional but Dan Brown is not and I like what he said in the book.Well every nite when I go to bed I say "I Kris send positive energy to my house and to my family and to me Positive energy Wrap around me like a blanket".I have had no nitemares n my insomnia is like almost gone.I think the brain does what u want it to do negative thoughts bring negative energy, Positivity brings good things.Many do not believe in God I do.But if u do not then believe in positivity.I also have enrolled in college and I am going for my associates degree in Graphic design.Like I am not well yet I still get sad but now I don't let it drive me I drive it and use that sadness for my poems :) in a positive way.I also have the best hubby who loves to talk and when something does bother me he is my sounding board he listens n offers a solution n does not laugh at my eccentricities.Thank you Baby for being the Best !! It is going to be a long drive to my goal and I know I will have bad days but I have belief in myself !!
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